Reminiscence

Current Mood: strangely bliss-ed
Thinking of: My past_

*sigh* I wish I could turn back time and see me. As in view my life back when I was a baby. Witness the real thing corresponding to what my mom had conversed with me earlier.

Maybe if I did, I'd say,"Hey, that's what mom said I'd do." Hehehe. Imagine that.
Clearly I am.

Life is such a beautiful thing when you're small and innocent. No one to care for. Such carefree moments. Living like there were a million toys of the world surrounding you.

My mom reminisced her life raising my brother and I and she subsequently said we rarely caused a lot of trouble unlike most kids. Sounds like a good thing, I guess. It could be the one thing that links to my characteristic and persona. Well, maybe it's not all that perfect.

I guess as one grow up to a budding teenager, one chooses to liberate oneself to either conform with the rest of the world or just be a plain nothing goody-two-shoes who live outdatedly.
I'm making of use of "one" as it not only refers to me, but refers to everyone else out there who've probably gone through the same thing I did, or even much worse.

Well, that's life.

Now, I wonder how it would be like if it was my turn to raise children. Would I have the same experience that my mom had? Or would I have to live grinding my teeth?

My mom frequently gives me these scary thoughts about my children becoming worse than I am and I'd know how she feels raising teenagers each time I make a mistake. I guess it's to give me an idea of how life is like raising teenagers. She tells me it's difficult but challenging each time.

Well, I'm sure I can work it out when that day comes. For the meantime, I'd sure like to enjoy my life as a teenager while I'm still one. =) Being one in your youth is a blessing.

Like they say, You only live life once.

I've still got a lot going ahead of me, I'm certain of that. So does everyone else. But there will always be a sign of what is one's calling in the future. Just take a lot and a little to get there because, a journey of a thousand miles always start with a single step.

*ugh* How cliche! Yeah, so, I guess I'll head out before I go cliche-ing again. *haha*

Till the next entry. And the next.

-signing off- 10:58 am (Sunday,22/01/06)